A another year older prayerfully another wiser

A another year older and prayerfully another year wiser. Yep, a day after realizing hey I'm not getting any younger I see that there is a requirement on my life. To obey the King's orders without hesitation. That is King Jesus has a plan for my life and I must willfully submit to that perfect plan. So each year I seem to have some type of awaking. This years is to take it day by day and willful submit to the Lord. Not by feeling. You know what I mean.....um I feel like doing that....but I don't feel like doing this....that's exactly the problem (General). All that the Lord Jesus requires of me has been written in a thirty six book love letter.So be careful to do what the LORD your God has commanded you; do not turn aside to the right or to the left.Deuteronomy 5:32So I need to soak it up. I admit and many of you can empathize with me, how its so easy to get caught up in in so much.Like, what our spouses, family and friends are or aren't doing. Asva result we are blind from what the Lord had commanded us (Christians) to do. For this is where the uncomphendable goodness of the Lord takes control. Me a torn-up sinner has been made right with God not because of anything that I have done but all that Jesus has done on my behalf. I bring nothing to the table not even faith to believe for the Lord has even bestowed that on me. Like my dear husband says, that I love to say that thang is DEEP. Even when I don't do what is right God see the rightousness of the Savior.So today the Lord Jesus reminds me. My dear child Jameika So this I say, and affirm together with the Lord, that you walk no longer just as the Gentiles also walk, in the futility of their mind,
being darkened in their understanding,excluded from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them, because of the hardness of their heart; and they, having become callous, have given themselves over to sensuality for the practice of every kind of impurity with greediness. But you did not learn Christ in this way, if indeed you have heard Him and have been taught in Him, just as truth is in Jesus,
that, in reference to your former manner of life, you lay aside the old self, which is being corrupted in accordance with the lusts of deceit, and that you be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and put on the new self, which in the likeness of God has been created in righteousness and holiness of the truth. Eph 4:17-24 So my on going prayer for the twenty fourth year of my life and onward is to look to Jesus is gaurnteed not to lead you astray.So here I go.......in much need of sustaining grace.